

待ち続けた 長い時間
動きを止めた会話
手元に残った文字が
その名前を呼ぶ
いとも容易く切られてしまう
それほどに私は
大切な相手ではなかったんだね
あなたを悪役に
仕立てることができたとして
私はきっとトドメなんて
刺せないのでしょう
生意気な笑顔に不意をつかれ
許してしまうでしょう
一度知った優しさは嘘じゃないから
泣かないけど 平気じゃない
便利な時代なのに何故
息苦しさを感じるの
静かな画面 切なくて
胸が張り裂けそうだよ
あなたに会えなくなっても
また満月の日が来る
花一つ散っていっても
この地球は廻る
他にも大切にしてくれる人は
いるんだけど
あなたの代わりはいないよ
どこにもいないよ
壁にもたれかかり
何気なくため息ついたんだ
逃げていくほど幸せ
残っていない
泣かないけど 平気じゃないよ
便利な時代なのに何故
息苦しさを感じるの
静かな画面 切なくて
胸が張り裂けそうだよ
あなたに会えなくなっても
また満月の日が来る
花一つ散っていっても
この地球は廻る
もう会いたくならないように
傷つく言葉を何か言って
あなたを嫌いになれたら
きっと辛くはないから
忘れてしまうほど長く
ヒトは生きていけないよ
飛び散った思い出たちを
見つめ続けてる
もう戻らないあなたを
想い続けてる
- Lyricist
Hayashi Hinobori
- Composer
Hayashi Hinobori
- Recording Engineer
Aoi Shimizu
- Vocals
Hayashi Hinobori
- Adapter
pochaichi

Listen to Benrina jidai by Hayashi Hinobori
Streaming / Download
- 1
Machiawase
Hayashi Hinobori
- 2
Sakurahatotemokireideshita
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- 3
The one side
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- 4
Tsuyogari Valentine
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- 5
Kaifu (Ato-mawashi Ver.)
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- 6
Sexual Consent
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- ⚫︎
Benrina jidai
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- 8
Silent Rain (feat. Koki Komeiji)
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- 9
REPEAT BREATH (Ato-mawashi Ver.)
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- 10
Anyway, good-bye (2026 Re-take)
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- 11
Inletter
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- 12
Useless
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- 13
Syuusinn, Soshite midoku
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- 14
Overscale (Ato-mawashi Ver.)
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- 15
Singer (2026 Re-take)
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"Not rejected, not mistreated-just never placed first."
This album is dedicated to everyone who innerly longs to be the number one priority for someone they cherish.
Bringing together songs from my entire musical journey up to my current identity as Hayashi Hinobori, this release is far more than a simple compilation of the past. It is a complete completion of my vision-bringing to life the intricate details, arrangements, and lyrics that I couldn't fully realize back then.
While the tracklist features enough prominent songs to be considered a "Best of" album, I wanted to offer my listeners something truly special. This led to a full-scale "rebuild": extensive retakes, fresh rearrangements, and revised lyrics to recreate each piece from the ground up.
Sonically, the album marks a musical evolution for me, shifting focus from raw guitar driven tracks to richer arrangements layered with piano and strings.
Furthermore, drawing from everything that inspires me, I've written new tracks sparked by my passion for model trains-such as "Kaifu (Unboxing)," "Inleta (Instant Lettering)," and "Over Scale." Yet, to ensure the music remains relatable, I constantly questioned what it means to write lyrics that truly connect with people, keeping my own ego in check.
I sincerely hope this album serves as a gentle comfort, standing closely by those who carry quiet pains in their hearts.
Artist Profile
Hayashi Hinobori
Haysashi Hinobori We all carry pain. Rather than soothing it or turning away, he looks it dead in the eye. It is this raw, unfiltered emotion that forms the very core of his music. Having experienced bullying and heartbreak during his school years, his songs are driven by a sharp antithesis toward a bitter modern society and a fierce resistance to growing up. Because he deeply understands the ache of longing for empathy from others, his songwriting is fueled by a desperate, yet hopeful realization: "I am not the only one who feels this way. I want to save those who carry the same pain." In stark contrast to his complex, delicate lyrics, his melodies are remarkably simple and direct. His pursuit of unforgettable popness, paired with straightforward arrangements, has become a unique weapon which was born precisely out of his self-taught, unpretentious style. While he humbly admits that he doesn't stand out in terms of vocals, musicianship, or musical theory, he continually pushes his boundaries, determined to expand what he can accomplish on his own. It is this clumsy, yet fiercely authentic dedication that profoundly moves the hearts of anyone lost in the exact same darkness.
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