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koori -ICE-

NEONATXL

呼吸の白さだけが　闇に浮かんでいる

言葉はもう　いらないと思った

最初は小さな　揺らぎだった

指先に触れた　温度の記憶

それでも一つずつ　しまっていく

騒がしい方が　楽だったから

分かってほしいと　思わなくなった

理解されることに　疲れただけ

静かにいることは　逃げじゃない

ただ、選んだだけの　生き方だから

窓の外　音が薄れていく

誰かの声も　遠くで滲む

呼び止められても　振り向かない

それでいいと　もう決めているから

体温が　少しずつ落ちていく

怖くはない　これは選択だから

騒がなくても　消えたりしない

奥にちゃんと　しまってあるだけ

凍れ　この世界ごと

音を持たない　夜に還るように

白く染まる　息の先で

私はここに　立っていられる

叫ばなくても　揺るがないもの

静寂の中に　確かにある

気づいたの　黙ることは

諦めることとは　違うんだって

守りたいものが　あったから

声を出さずに　抱きしめてきた

寂しさも　愛おしさも

全部飲み込んで　澄んでいく

溶かさなくていい　このままでいい

静けさこそが　私の答え

凍れ　もっと深くまで

誰にも見えない　場所まで届いて

震えることさえ　止めていく

これは冷たさじゃない　強さだから

結晶になって　残るなら

それでいいと　今は思える

凍りついた世界に　音はなくても

その奥で　確かに息をしている

叫ばない　溶けたりしない

これが私の　選んだ静寂

白い息も　凍える指先も

すべて抱いたまま　立ち尽くす

騒がしさの外側で

私はずっと　私のままでいる

崩れない　揺れもしない

これが到達した　零度の強さ

音のない世界に　まだ立っている

消えたわけじゃない　しまっただけ

凍りついた景色の　その奥で

私は今も　息をしている

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ANTINOMY

NEONATXL

NEONATXL's second album, "ANTINOMY."

The album explores antinomy-the coexistence of opposing forces that remain contradictory while continuing to exist within the same world.

The story begins with "EMERGENCE," where two distinct movements gradually reveal themselves from within what once appeared to be a single existence.

Fire and Water. Wind and Earth. Lightning and Ice. Light and Dark. Life and Death.

Across five opposing pairs, the album explores contrasting emotions, qualities, and states of existence.

Neither side is presented as inherently right, nor does one ultimately erase the other.
The two remain opposed, retaining their own identities until the very end.

The final track, "ANTINOMY," arrives not at a resolution of those contradictions, but at another possibility: opposing forces can remain exactly what they are and still exist together.

Spanning Punk Rock, Symphonic Electronic, Cyber Trance, Future Bass, Synthwave, Electronic Melodic Metal, Melodic Death Metal, Industrial Techno, Hyper Drum & Bass, and more, "ANTINOMY" is a 12-track concept album that explores a single idea through radically contrasting sounds.

Artist Profile

  • NEONATXL

    NEONATXL, pronounced Neo-Natal, is a solo artist who started from scratch, learning music along the way and turning stories, emotions, and imagined worlds into sound. Rather than being tied to a single genre, NEONATXL explores different sounds and styles depending on the story each song is meant to tell. At the heart of those stories is Rino, the voice of NEONATXL. More than just a vocalist, she is the heroine of the NEONATXL world, taking on different emotions and roles from one song to the next. From music production to artwork, visuals, and worldbuilding, every aspect of NEONATXL is self-produced using a wide range of creative tools, including AI. NEONATXL began with the release of NEON PULSE in 2026. Each song stands on its own, but there is always more to discover in the stories and connections between them.

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