出口のない 闇の中で
何かを探して 手を伸ばしてた
誰かがきっと 照らしてくれる
そう信じて 立ち止まっていた
どれだけ待っても 変わらない景色
見上げた空に 答えはなくて
それでも今日も 同じ場所にいる
このまま朝は 来るのだろうか
気づいたの 誰も来ないこと
探していたのは 言い訳だったって
震える手に 小さな熱が
まだ消えないで 残っていた
それだけでいい 灯せばいい
灯すのは 他の誰でもない私
灯す 誰のためでもなく
まずは自分の 手のひらの中
探すことは もうやめにして
ここに小さな 光をつくる
誰も見ていなくても 構わない
これは私が 選んだはじまり
気づけば 周りも見えてきた
同じように 立ち止まる誰か
救うためじゃない ただ灯すだけ
その光が 誰かの目印になる
待っていた頃の 自分に言いたい
光は探すものじゃ、なかった
届く 思ってもみなかった
遠くの誰かに この光が
気づかれなくても いいと思ってた
それでも確かに 届いていた
誰かの夜の 目印になれる
それだけで 十分だと知った
私は光 探すものじゃない
灯した先で 辿り着いた答え
闇は消えない 消さなくていい
それでも私は 照らし続けられる
揺れる夜にも 迷う誰かにも
ここにいるよと 伝え続ける
それでいい それがいいから
私は光として 在り続ける
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- 1
-EMERGENCE-
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- 2
INFERNO
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- 3
AQUA
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- 4
kaze -WIND-
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- 5
Tsuchi -EARTH-
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kaminari -LIGHTNING-
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- 7
koori -ICE-
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hikari -LIGHT-
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yami -DARK-
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sei -LIFE-
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shi -DEATH-
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-ANTINOMY-
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NEONATXL's second album, "ANTINOMY."
The album explores antinomy-the coexistence of opposing forces that remain contradictory while continuing to exist within the same world.
The story begins with "EMERGENCE," where two distinct movements gradually reveal themselves from within what once appeared to be a single existence.
Fire and Water. Wind and Earth. Lightning and Ice. Light and Dark. Life and Death.
Across five opposing pairs, the album explores contrasting emotions, qualities, and states of existence.
Neither side is presented as inherently right, nor does one ultimately erase the other.
The two remain opposed, retaining their own identities until the very end.
The final track, "ANTINOMY," arrives not at a resolution of those contradictions, but at another possibility: opposing forces can remain exactly what they are and still exist together.
Spanning Punk Rock, Symphonic Electronic, Cyber Trance, Future Bass, Synthwave, Electronic Melodic Metal, Melodic Death Metal, Industrial Techno, Hyper Drum & Bass, and more, "ANTINOMY" is a 12-track concept album that explores a single idea through radically contrasting sounds.
Artist Profile
NEONATXL
NEONATXL, pronounced Neo-Natal, is a solo artist who started from scratch, learning music along the way and turning stories, emotions, and imagined worlds into sound. Rather than being tied to a single genre, NEONATXL explores different sounds and styles depending on the story each song is meant to tell. At the heart of those stories is Rino, the voice of NEONATXL. More than just a vocalist, she is the heroine of the NEONATXL world, taking on different emotions and roles from one song to the next. From music production to artwork, visuals, and worldbuilding, every aspect of NEONATXL is self-produced using a wide range of creative tools, including AI. NEONATXL began with the release of NEON PULSE in 2026. Each song stands on its own, but there is always more to discover in the stories and connections between them.
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