誰もいない廊下
もう帰ろうか
明日はやっぱさぼろうかな
君の声を幸か不幸か
かき消した東横の高架
生きる価値なんか求めないでよ
生きる意味なんか語らないでよ
こんな無駄な時間を過ごしても
涙を流すことはないんだよ
皆が渡る赤信号
立ち止まるくらいの正義ならあるんだよ
気取ったようなこの思考回路
そんな僕が鬱陶しいんだろ？
誰の声も聞こえない
自分の弱さだけは認めない
二人だけで歩いた川沿い
夜の闇に笑顔はあざとい
本当のことを言おうか
過去に積もった
傷を正当化するために僕は
この友情だとか愛情だって
使い捨てるのさ
僕が何よりも知りたいのは
君のことじゃなくて僕のこと
駅のホーム風になびく髪
気付けないなら意味無いよな
僕が何よりも言いたいのは
夢じゃなくて僕の過去のこと
アナウンスが鳴っても気付かなかった
開く4号車の一番ドア
思い返せば募る後悔
一人描く無謀な将来
慰めてと僕は歌を歌い
不満だらけで都合がいい
不貞腐れた僕は変わらないな
人のために生きる君と自分のために生きる僕との間
差が開いた
馬鹿みたいな理想を押し付けて
粗探しみたいだ
思い出した
まだ若いんだ
傷の治りだって早いさ
希望と挫折、自殺未遂
教室に忘れたのなんだっけ
もう知りたくもない
言いたくもない
追うほど遠ざかる
ウンザリだよ
いつの間にか
気付かれちゃった
ポケットに隠す100円ライター
二人で飲んだ自販機のサイダー
無くしたのはキャップだけじゃなかった
僕が何よりも知りたいのは
君の目に映った僕のこと
失ってやっと気付いたんだよ
ありふれた言い訳キリないよな
僕が何よりも言いたいのは
「ごめんね」と「さよなら」と「ありがとう」
聞き飽きたセリフだと思うけど
届かなくても言いたいのさ
意味ないよな
僕が何よりも見たかったのは
君が隣で笑う今と未来
冬の空に色なんて無かったから
二人で花火をみたかった
そんな世界はもう有り得ない
君には会えない
二度と戻れない
あの日、あの場所、あの笑顔
君にしか言わなかったあの言葉を
もう一度だけでもやり直せたなら
もう一度だけでも
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- Vocals
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Crocus
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High School
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- 3
Christmas Chronicle
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- 4
If We Break Up
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"M, Reconsidered"
"Deconstructing the raw tears shed by my teenage self, and rebuilding them at today's steady temperature."
A concept EP from Emo Station that lays the very heart of his music bare.
The "M" in the title refers to the first person he ever loved from the bottom of his heart back in high school-the one who gave him his initial creative impulse, whose presence he still carries to this day.
The lyrics for all four tracks were written over six years ago, immediately following his breakup with M-raw fragments of a stinging memory. Once released under different titles under the moniker "M boy," serving as the very origin of his creative journey, these songs have now traveled across six years to be completely remade and reconsidered through the lens of Emo Station's matured modern soundscapes.
From "Crocus," blooming amidst the chill of early spring, to "High School," echoing the clatter under the train tracks and station platforms. From "Christmas Chronicle," blending the taste of espresso at Shinagawa Station with room memories, to the finale "If We Break Up," issuing a devastating departure born from ego and prayer.
This is no mere glorification of the past. It is a ritual where the present "Emo Station" coolly yet gently embraces and lays to rest the ghost of "M boy," who once burned so fiercely with teenage impulse. A mental log of reconsideration, proving how to live through today while carrying the scar of heartbreak as an eternal piece of who he is.
Artist Profile
Emo Station
Emo Station is an artist and producer based in Yokohama, Japan. Moving across Hyperpop, Emo Rap, Glitchcore, Ambient, Electronic, and other genres, Emo Station works in a fully DIY style, handling lyrics, composition, beat production, recording, mixing, and mastering independently. The work begins with things actually observed and experienced in everyday life: memory, distance, solitude, trust, the body, life and death, and emotions that cannot always be fully translated into words. Rather than reducing these experiences to a single conclusion, Emo Station preserves them in music as they appeared and felt at a particular moment. Fluctuation is one important element of this approach. Instead of forcing things into black or white, the work often explores what exists in between, as well as feelings and perceptions that continue to change over time. After developing schizophrenia in 2021 and later experiencing periods of hospitalization, Emo Station continued to rebuild and expand a creative practice. These experiences remain part of the background of the work, but they do not define the entire story. Ordinary days, small observations, humor, and seemingly insignificant moments are treated with the same importance. Beyond music, Emo Station also works across different forms of expression, including the AI-assisted music project Misery, the fashion brand forM, and independently developed games. For Emo Station, art is not necessarily a way to provide answers. It is a way to document what was there at a particular moment. The work continues to change, while remaining grounded in one principle: being honest with one's own perception.
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