The Fast-Forwarded Alice

Time suddenly begins to rush forward.
Faces grow larger.
The body and the room feel distorted and unreal.

This is the strange and unsettling phenomenon known as Alice in Wonderland Syndrome (AIWS).

Alices Fast-Forward, the third chapter of Kusoyakutatazu, explores this rare perceptual disorder.
It recreates sensations of time speeding up and space bending through both lyrics and sound,
allowing those who live with the condition to feel understood,
and those who do not to experience its world from within.

Within the song, the red-eyed rabbit represents the normal flow of time,
while the blue-eyed rabbit symbolizes its distortion.
As the two overlap, the listener drifts between reality and hallucination,
caught in a loop of confusion and awareness.

In the chorus, the lyrics shift into an invented language
nonsensical at first, yet echoing inner cries such as
Help me, Im scared or Why is this happening?
These fragments turn fear and disorientation into pure sound.

The music was created using the AI generation tool Suno.
While the voice and sound were generated by AI, the lyrics, structure, editing, and final production are entirely original and directed by the artist.

The cover visual, produced with Sora, depicts a girl named Alice staring at a rabbit on an old TV screen
a haunting image that mirrors the distortion of reality and the illusion of time.

This song serves as a quiet refuge for those who live with experiences few can understand,
and within this body of work,
it stands as one of the strange phenomena that shape a mind in distortion.
Perhaps that distortion still echoes somewhere
a faint reverberation from the fragile heart of childhood.