Lyric

Why does love have to hurt this much?

SUKI SUKI AGGRESSION!, the first chapter of Kusoyakutatazu, is a psychological pop song that explores the thin line between love and control, inspired by the theme of toxic parenting.
As the title suggests, Suki (love) and Aggression coexist within the same breath, revealing how affection can transform into dominance and fear.

Behind its bright idol pop sound, the song captures a childs perspective of a distorted relationship with a parent, one filled with suffocating affection, confusion, and silent pain.
The smile that once meant love slowly becomes a mask for emotional restraint.

The music was created using the AI music generation tool Suno.
While the voice and sound were generated by AI, the lyrics, structure, editing, and final production are entirely original and directed by the artist.

The cover visual, produced with Sora, features a female idol who seems to be both smiling and crying, a haunting symbol of the coexistence between love and oppression that defines this songs world.

Following Prologue, which explored the border between life and death,
this first chapter dives into the fragile boundary between parent and child, love and madness.
Wrapped in a glittering pop disguise,
this song exposes the true pain that hides deep within the heart.