身の丈が見えて
現実を漕いで
帰る場所もなくなっていて
可能性がこぼれ
動悸を抑えて
無気力に浮腫んでいて
今日の速さはあの頃の何倍
君ともうきっと話は合わないだろう
慣れたもんだと腹に鎮めても
疑いをかける自分の群れが音立てる
夜が逃げていく 朝に追いつかれる
建物も起きろと言う
一生治らない傷跡のそばで
新しい爪は伸びていく
体が動かなくなっても
その瞳は同じ空映すだろう
いらない葉っぱを剪定するように
残像と幻影に別れを告げて目を閉じる
疑う朝を見送る
- Lyricist
BRIAN SHINSEKAI
- Composer
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- Producer
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- Recording Engineer
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- Mixing Engineer
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- Mastering Engineer
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- Graphic Design
Lafuzin
- Vocals
BRIAN SHINSEKAI
- Piano
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UTAGAI
BRIAN SHINSEKAI
This is his first-ever digital single featuring him singing and playing piano solo.
The song offers a bird's-eye view of the mental and physical state associated with depression.
It combines piano lines reminiscent of Rufus Wainwright and Billy Joel with a melody that makes use of his voice, which is difficult to produce due to a vocal disorder.
This latest track presents a new core direction for Brian Shinsekai, who is active as a music producer for PIGGS and a support keyboardist for OKAMOTO'S.
Spotify • New Music Everyday - tuneTracks (curated by TuneCore Japan) • 8 Jul 2026
Artist Profile
BRIAN SHINSEKAI
Born December 17, 1991. Musician and Producer. He has been active under his own name since competing in the 2009 Senko Riot Finals. He creates his unique sound entirely through solo home recording, spanning a wide range of genres including new wave, electro, new age, ambient, industrial rock, and city pop. His lyrics consistently explore the theme of self acceptance. He has been involved in a wide range of projects, including writing songs for SUPER EIGHT, serving as music producer for PIGGS and Lafuzin, playing keyboards for OKAMOTO'S, and composing film scores. Through these activities, he has built trusting relationships with many music fans beyond his solo work. In the spring of 2025, he was diagnosed with hypertonic dysphonia, a form of dystonia, but he continues his musical activities while undergoing rehabilitation.
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NaN Tune Records
