Morning
胸を突き刺すような不安に
心が堕ちていく I'm falling down
輝く太陽も
俺には霧のようだ Like a mist
道は果てなく
俺に容赦ない
No mercy for me
Carry a bomb
怯えてるんだ
Carry a bomb
生きた気がするか？
Carry a bomb
顔が青いぜ
Pale as ghost
やめろ、やめるんだ
針山歩くのはやめようぜ
Stop walking on needles
俺が何をしたっていうんだ
やめろ、やめるんだ
もう手放さなきゃ
I've gotta let it go
Deep bass pulse
Pads widening
Filtered percussion rising
Afternoon
今日も知らぬ顔で愛想笑い
割れたレコード
針がループ
Looping on
リピートしやがる
ケチな mind
俺に容赦ない
No mercy for me
Carry a bomb
火がついてるぜ
It's on fire
Carry a bomb
どこもってくんだ
Where you taking it?
Carry a bomb
汗が視界を曇らせる
Blind by the sweat
やめろ、やめるんだ
そしたら
楽になるだろ？
Take it easy
俺をなだめるんだ
やめろ、やめるんだ
もう飽き飽きしたさ
I'm sick and tired
チープな夜に浴びるジン
Gin in the cheap night
ニヒルな笑みを浮かべたい
A nihilistic smile
Bombなんて捨てちまえ
Drop the bomb and walk away
夜が明ける
Morning will come
俺はまだ
ここにいる
Damn… morning’s here again
- Lyricist
Himéqua
- Composer
Himéqua
- Producer
Himéqua
- Guitar
HALO BREAKER
- Bass Guitar
HALO BREAKER
- Keyboards
HALO BREAKER
- Vocals
HALO BREAKER
- Songwriter
Himéqua
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Smile Nihilistically (original)
HALO BREAKER
Japan-based AI rock band HALO BREAKER releases their
new track "Smile Nihilistically"
Written by Himéqua, this song takes on the heavy theme of long-term depression-yet tells it in a surprisingly raw, almost darkly humorous way.
Crushing anxiety, endless mental loops, a voice that never stops blaming you-
all of it is symbolized as "carrying a bomb."
But this isn' just a story about suffering.
As the track unfolds, the inner voice shifts:
"Stop. Let it go."
And slowly, the weight begins to lift.
The chorus line-
"I wanna wear a nihilistic smile"
captures that fragile moment after the storm:
a quiet, slightly ironic, but undeniably real sense of survival.
This song delivers a simple but powerful message:
pain doesn't last forever.
And somewhere, there is always a way through.
Wrapped in HALO BREAKER's signature blend of psychological realism and rock energy, this track invites you to loosen your grip-
and keep going, even just a little further.
Because no matter how long the night feels,
one day... you'll be able to smile that nihilistic smile.
