

混沌の中で暮らして⌂ ᐝ
ぼくら”もう一回”が叶わない?
こわれちゃった関係
寝れないや˖°☾˖° ♡ °˖☽°˖
しつこいくらいに悩んでる。。
元からぶっ壊れてる僕の数えきれない疾患の代償
先天性のせいにはしないから
直せるとこは考えてみるからΣ(ノд<)
期待した数が傷ついた数
期待させた数、傷つけた数
これじゃあクズと一緒…
そんなんじゃダサいやだもん。
いっぱい考えたけども
毎回ミスるバケモン️^^
こうして、間違いばかりの欠陥品が健常者ぶって⚐˒˒
暴れ回る 泣き叫んでいる
勝手に騒ぐ 迷惑をかける
元からぶっ壊れてる僕の数えきれない疾患の代償
先天性のせいにはしないから
直せるとこは考えてみるから><
混沌の中で暮らして↟↟ ⌂*
ぼくら”もう一回”が叶わない?
こわれちゃった関係
寝れないや✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧
しつこいくらいに悩んでる。。
- Lyricist
chusoyamu
- Composer
chusoyamu
- Producer
chusoyamu
- Co-Producer
Takashi Katsunori
- Mixing Engineer
Takashi Katsunori
- Mastering Engineer
Takashi Katsunori
- Graphic Design
chusoyamu
- Vocals
chusoyamu
- Rap
chusoyamu
- Songwriter
chusoyamu

Listen to help sign (feat. KAFU) by chusoyamu
Streaming / Download
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help sign (feat. KAFU)
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- 2
mentally shelter (feat. KAFU)
chusoyamu
- 3
Anticipatory Anxiety (medical record)
chusoyamu
- 4
cloudy feelings (feat. KAFU)
chusoyamu
- 5
In Words Yet Unknown (feat. KAFU)
chusoyamu
- 6
Somewhere Underground, I Couldn't Breathe (medical record)
chusoyamu
- 7
Where the Light Doesn't Hurt (feat. KAFU)
chusoyamu
Composed of seven fragments documenting days lived alongside inner affliction, these sick days is a record of survival.
Rather than offering easy redemption or recovery, the EP quietly embraces the reality of existing outside what society considers normal. Fractured relationships, dysfunctional routines, unnameable anxieties, and the persistent impulse to continue creating all are rendered with striking clarity.
Running throughout the work is a deeply felt realization:
creation is life support.
The voice of Vocaloid KAFU blurs the boundary between human vulnerability and mechanical detachment, while hybrid production weaving together programmed elements, live instrumentation, and rap forms an airy yet emotionally grounded sonic architecture. The result is a subtle psychological realism that mirrors the instability of modern urban life.
If blackmail functioned as a critique of the external world, these sick days marks a more introspective and existential turn a quiet declaration from chusoyamu, who continue to create music as a means of staying alive. At once a statement of endurance and a shelter for those who struggle to feel normal, the EP expands the collectives artistic trajectory.
Featured tracks include help sign, which confronts personal defect; mentally shelter, suggesting refuge for the emotionally fractured; cloudy feelings, portraying the imbalance between mental health and everyday life; In Words Yet Unknown, longing for understanding through language; and within an unblinding light, where creative impulse itself becomes proof of existence.
Interwoven between these songs are two skits titled medical record, field-documenting the creators psychological states and reinforcing the EP's fragmentary narrative structure.
Artist Profile
chusoyamu
I used to turn my daily thoughts and experiences into lyrics, and it was so rewarding when my friends praised the songs I composed. It felt like a melodic diary, and when a friend arranged it, listening made me feel like, 'Ah, it's okay to be here.' That intuitive connection inspired me to create my own songs, so I'm going for it!
chusoyamuの他のリリース
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