these sick days Front Cover

Lyric

cloudy feelings (feat. KAFU)

chusoyamu

予定が立てらんない️︎ ✎೯

察しがつくでしょこの状況 ><

よりによってなんで今日で…

気持ちと相反してBadbay

息を止める癖が生きてるって事を意味して

夕陽が落ちても

起き上がれないのを恨んで ☽。.。:+* ゜

スワイプする気力もない

既読も付けない

長く続かない人間関係︎

躁の時なら友達いっぱいで

ダメな時期なら少ない半径 ⟲

別に悪気無い

だけど申し訳ない

仕方ない?で片が付かない、、

割と心がつらい️‍^^;

息を止める癖が生きてるって事を意味して

夕陽が落ちても

起き上がれないのを恨んで 。:+* ☾

諦めたくないの

でも治りそうにないの。

けどちゃんと向き合ってみるよ

大切にしてくれる人が好きだもん。

予定が立てらんない️✁┈┈┈

よりによってなんで今日で…

気持ちと相反して ✎೯__Badbay

  • Lyricist

    chusoyamu

  • Composer

    chusoyamu

  • Producer

    chusoyamu

  • Co-Producer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Mixing Engineer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Mastering Engineer

    Takashi Katsunori

  • Graphic Design

    chusoyamu

  • Vocals

    chusoyamu

  • Rap

    chusoyamu

  • Songwriter

    chusoyamu

these sick days Front Cover

Listen to cloudy feelings (feat. KAFU) by chusoyamu

Streaming / Download

  • 1

    help sign (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 2

    mentally shelter (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 3

    Anticipatory Anxiety (medical record)

    chusoyamu

  • ⚫︎

    cloudy feelings (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 5

    In Words Yet Unknown (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

  • 6

    Somewhere Underground, I Couldn't Breathe (medical record)

    chusoyamu

  • 7

    Where the Light Doesn't Hurt (feat. KAFU)

    chusoyamu

Composed of seven fragments documenting days lived alongside inner affliction, these sick days is a record of survival.
Rather than offering easy redemption or recovery, the EP quietly embraces the reality of existing outside what society considers normal. Fractured relationships, dysfunctional routines, unnameable anxieties, and the persistent impulse to continue creating all are rendered with striking clarity.
Running throughout the work is a deeply felt realization:
creation is life support.
The voice of Vocaloid KAFU blurs the boundary between human vulnerability and mechanical detachment, while hybrid production weaving together programmed elements, live instrumentation, and rap forms an airy yet emotionally grounded sonic architecture. The result is a subtle psychological realism that mirrors the instability of modern urban life.
If blackmail functioned as a critique of the external world, these sick days marks a more introspective and existential turn a quiet declaration from chusoyamu, who continue to create music as a means of staying alive. At once a statement of endurance and a shelter for those who struggle to feel normal, the EP expands the collectives artistic trajectory.
Featured tracks include help sign, which confronts personal defect; mentally shelter, suggesting refuge for the emotionally fractured; cloudy feelings, portraying the imbalance between mental health and everyday life; In Words Yet Unknown, longing for understanding through language; and within an unblinding light, where creative impulse itself becomes proof of existence.
Interwoven between these songs are two skits titled medical record, field-documenting the creators psychological states and reinforcing the EP's fragmentary narrative structure.

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