Hesitant Blue

The third installment in the four-week consecutive Single release series, this track marks Scizor a.k.a. EnTai's first attempt at creating a song built on a band sound - one that is not entirely rap.

Before fully immersing himself in rap and HIPHOP, he once listened to a different kind of music. This song was created by revisiting and reconnecting with those earlier influences. Over a densely layered band arrangement crafted by fla-fula, he sings about youth - not through rap, but through freely flowing melodies. The lyrics, written from a uniquely nerd-like perspective that only Scizor a.k.a. EnTai can offer, unfold over the expansive band sound.

Describing a youth that was far from smooth - in academics, sports, and romance - as "Hesitant Blue," the song portrays his honest confrontation with his own weaknesses, even at the age of 20, when one's personality is often said to be already formed. It captures his search for ways to change the negativity within himself.

Facing the parts of himself he dislikes, wishing to change, and carrying lyrics and melodies that can gently push forward those in similar circumstances - this is the song that has now been completed.