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Dysthymia

Macky

Ah... Uh

今日も重力がエコ贔屓する

(Gravity plays favorites with me again today.)

ボクの身体だけ地球3個分

(My body alone weighs as much as three Earths.)

「風呂キャン」なんてポップな名前つけて

(Calling it "Bath-Cancel" makes it sound pop and cute,)

ただ水と和解できないだけなんだ

(But strictly speaking, I just can't make peace with the water.)

清潔とかどうでもいいレベルで

(At a level where being clean doesn't even matter,)

細胞が生きることをサボりたがる

(My cells want to slack off on the job of living.)

でもね 気づいたの

(But, you know, I realized something.)

この重たい身体は石じゃなくて

(This heavy body isn't a stone,)

深い森の中の大木なんだって

(It's a massive tree deep within the forest.)

動けないんじゃない

(It's not that I can't move,)

根を張って嵐をやり過ごしている

(I'm rooting myself down to weather the storm.)

静けさという肥料を吸って

(Absorbing the fertilizer called silence.)

この止まない雨もボクという惑星の天気

(Even this unending rain is just the weather of the planet called "Me".)

ずっと晴れなんて砂漠みたいで干からびちゃうよ

(Eternal sunshine would be like a desert; I'd dry out completely.)

低め安定? それはグラウンディング

(Stable at a low level? No, that's called "grounding".)

地に足つけすぎてめり込んでるだけ

(I'm just keeping my feet on the ground so firmly I'm sinking in.)

メタ認知する神様みたいなボクが

(The god-like version of me, watching from above,)

「それでいい」って歌っているよ

(Is singing, "That is okay as it is.")

何かに没頭してないと不安?

(Anxious if you're not absorbed in something?)

そんな効率主義の呪いは捨てなよ

(Throw away that curse of efficiency.)

生きてる意味なんて後付けのオプション

(The "meaning of life" is just an aftermarket option.)

デフォルトで息してるだけでフル装備

(Just breathing by default means you're already fully equipped.)

Ah... Uh

心の声がこだまする

(The voice of the heart echoes.)

辛いのは優しいから

(It hurts because you are kind.)

苦しいのは真面目だから

(It suffers because you are sincere.)

その感受性は神様からのギフト

(That sensitivity is a gift from God.)

もう少しこの歪な世界で

(In this slightly distorted world, just a little longer,)

遊んでみてもいいんじゃない?

(Wouldn't it be okay to try playing around?)

薬より効くのはきっと

(What works better than medicine is surely,)

自分を許すという最強の魔法

(The strongest magic called "forgiving yourself".)

少し気分が晴れた気がしたら

(If you feel like the clouds have cleared even a tiny bit,)

コンビニくらい冒険しに行こうか

(Shall we go on a little adventure to the convenience store?)

無理はしない

(I won't force myself.)

ただそこに在る石のように

(Like a stone that simply exists there.)

光を待つ種のように

(Like a seed patiently waiting for the light.)

ボクはボクを見守っていく

(I will continue to watch over myself.)

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  • Macky

    Macky is an artist who pours his own struggles and vulnerabilities directly into music. Living with developmental disabilities, borderline intelligence, and panic disorder means facing daily challenges and invisible walls. Because he knows the pain and loneliness of such realities, he strongly wishes to create music that can truly resonate with and support those who are suffering in the same way. His music is characterized by powerful, dramatic sounds blended with a gentle warmth that embraces the listener. Each melody and lyric is crafted to make people feel they are not alone. Thoughts There are nights when you feel crushed by the sense that no matter how hard you try it is never enough, or that no one truly understands you. The hidden anxieties and loneliness you carry in silence - Mackys music is meant to softly reach those hearts, offering a little strength to face tomorrow. Message It is okay. You are not alone. Through his music, Macky hopes to deliver this message again and again.

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