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今日も世界は正しすぎる
優しい顔した言葉ほど
静かに心を切り裂いた
僕らはいつから孤独になったんだ
「幸せそうだね」って
コメントを打ちながら
誰かの不幸に少しほっとしてる
悲しみはニュースよりも速く
この街を駆け抜ける
正義の刃は切れ味よくて
優しさよりも速く届く
でも本当はみんな
誰かに見つけてほしくて
今日も生きてる
君が泣いたその理由で
僕は今日も人になる
君の痛みで僕はできてる
奪い合ったこの世界で
それでも手を伸ばしてる
祈りより確かな体温がある
プロフィールの笑顔拡大したら
寂しさにピントが合った
強い言葉ほど弱い心を守る盾になる
強がりの言葉を送信した後
画面を伏せて息をした
でも本当はみんな
誰かの名前を叫びたいんだ
君が笑ったその瞬間
この星は少し回る
君の痛みで僕はできてる
負け続けた人生でも
誰かの灯りになれたらそれで十分
もしも世界が僕だけのものなら
とっくに壊していた
でも君がいるから
まだ壊さずに持ちこたえてる
それをきっと愛と呼ぶんだろう
君が泣いたその理由を
全部背負うことはできない
それでも僕はここにいる
愛なんて古い言葉でも
それ以外に未来をつくるものを
僕は知らない
君の幸せで僕はできてる
君が笑ったその瞬間
この星は少し回る
君の痛みで僕はできてる
この星のすべての痛みが
少しずつ優しさになりますように
夜が明けるまで
ここにいるから
- Lyricist
AQUA BLUE
- Composer
AQUA BLUE
- Producer
AQUA BLUE
- Mastering Engineer
AQUA BLUE
- Graphic Design
AQUA BLUE
- Vocals
AQUA BLUE
- Songwriter
AQUA BLUE
- Adapter
AQUA BLUE
- Choir
AQUA BLUE
Listen to I exist because of your pain. by AQUA BLUE
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I exist because of your pain.
AQUA BLUE
"I exist because of your pain. "
At 3 a.m., scrolling through a phone with no hope of sleep.
A timeline cluttered with someone's happiness and someone's rage,
a finger that won't stop pressing "like."
Typing "looks like you're doing great" in the comment box,
while somewhere deeper, feeling quietly relieved.
Someone else's misfortune makes us feel, just slightly, safer.
That feeling is one we have always pretended not to notice.
This song begins by looking that pretense straight in the eye.
We are endlessly compared to others through our screens,
chasing validation, wielding words of justice like weapons,
and somewhere along the way, becoming fluent in loneliness.
Zoom in on a profile photo full of smiles
and the loneliness comes into focus.
After sending a message full of bravado,
we turn the screen face-down and breathe.
There is no one who has never known a night like that.
But this song does not end there.
At its heart, this song asks a simple yet profound question:
"How is another person's pain connected to who I am?"
The title - "You Are Made of My Pain" - may sound cruel at first.
But it is both a confession that we consume others' suffering
and a declaration of something deeper:
that without the existence of others,
we ourselves cannot exist at all.
In a world that tears itself apart,
we still reach out our hands.
There is a warmth more certain than any prayer.
As the song unfolds, the line
- "I am made of your pain"
slowly transforms into "I am made of your happiness."
From receiving another's suffering,
to finding that another's joy becomes the very reason you exist -
that emotional journey is compressed into a single song.
The bridge is the song's most honest moment:
"If this world belonged to me alone,
I would have broken it long ago.
But because you are here,
I am holding it together - just barely.
I suppose that's what they call love."
Love is not about becoming a perfect savior.
It is the will to stay beside someone
while carrying your own limitations.
That is the question this song dares to ask.
"Even if love is an old word,
I know of nothing else
that builds a future."
In an era where language is ruled by irony and resignation,
this song insists on not letting go of the word "love."
There is an awkward kind of courage in that refusal.
From a piano-led intro
to a last chorus where guitars and orchestral strings collide,
this is a song that climbs from the floor of despair toward the light.
May all the pain in this world
slowly, gently, become kindness.
Until the morning comes -
I will be here.
Artist Profile
AQUA BLUE
Lyricist- composer- and music producer. Also handles vocals- graphic design- accounting- HR- and marketing- all single-handedly- of course. Currently hiding quietly in a corner of Tokyo-s chaos- secretly creating mysterious music that no one asked for and no one could ever predict. In 2025- on an otherwise ordinary day- a long-dormant musical talent suddenly exploded. There were no signs. No warnings. The cause is unknown- and the artist himself is the most confused of all. The music born from this explosion is pop- yet philosophical and mystical. Spun directly from inspiration- each track gently embraces the listener-s heart and quietly guides them toward a vision of the future. It radiates a pure- translucent aqua-blue vibration - as if the universe and Earth were resonating together. Listeners find themselves journeying from the deep blue ocean to the edge of the cosmos in an instant. But there is also another troublesome side. Out of nowhere- he creates ridiculously absurd songs-with a straight face-that shatter society-s sense of normal. People who hear them first ask- What on earth am I listening to ? Then- Why didn-t anyone stop him ? And ultimately- for some reason- Why am I suddenly tearing up ? A strange emotional impact no one can quite explain. This bizarre ability remains unsolved. Amazingly- the music doesn-t come from theory or knowledge. It is built solely on infinite inspiration (also known as escapism) and soulful intuition. Which means there-s no reproducibility-and not even the creator knows what will come next. There is another inexplicable trait: When inspiration descends- the song is finished at terrifying speed. By the time the cup noodles are ready- the entire track-from intro to outro-is already playing in his head. By the time his coffee cools- the DAW programming is done. By the time his boss finishes talking in a meeting- No. He absolutely does not produce music during meetings. Absolutely not. The secret of this abnormal speed is unknown. In fact- when he notices- the work is simply finished. His day job is that of a normal office worker (also known as a corporate drone). By day- he swims through vast seas of Excel- is tossed by the storm called customer complaints- and gets sucked into the space-time distortion known as meetings. But when night falls and he puts on his headphones- music pours out as if he-s directly connected to the infinite universe. This extreme contrast is the defining feature of AQUABLUE- and the most mischievous secret behind what makes the music so uniquely captivating. So-close your Excel files (after saving properly- of course) and dive once more into the far reaches of the cosmos tonight.
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