歌詞

Charlie says they’re healing

Buying crystals every week

Maya moved to Paris

’Cause her therapist said “leave.”

I tried going healthy

Thought it’d make me feel unique

But smoothies in the morning

Still don’t fix the heavy week

And I know, I know

Life’s not waiting for a sign

You just go, just go

Step outside and stand in line

I’ve been losing, I’ve been choosing

Every wrong thing that feels right

But I’m moving, yeah I’m proving

I can still show up tonight

If the world won’t make me better

I’ll be better on my own—

Growing up is just a rhythm

You pretend you’ve always known

Mind plays little movies

Shows a face I shouldn’t crave

I’ve been in a long thing

But the spark feels kinda brave

Didn’t mean to fall here

Guess my heart forgot to behave

But being good forever

Feels like dying while awake

And I know, I know

It’s a dangerous little flame

But the glow, the glow

Makes me wanna say your name

I’ve been losing, I’ve been choosing

Every wrong thing that feels right

But I’m moving, yeah I’m proving

I can still show up tonight

If the world won’t make me better

I’ll be better on my own—

Growing up is just a rhythm

You pretend you’ve always known

I lied to all my coping apps

Told them I was doing fine

But the truth leaks out in corners

Where the city bends its spine

If the tension wants a witness

I’ll admit I took the seat

It follows like a rhythm

That I still pretend is sweet

I’ve been losing, I’ve been choosing

Every wrong thing that feels right

But I’m moving, yeah I’m proving

I can still show up tonight

If the world won’t make me better

I’ll be better on my own

Growing up is just a rhythm

You pretend you’ve always known

Maybe this is living

Messy, wrong, and kinda true

If I’m burning down the script

At least I’m writing something new