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sei -LIFE-

NEONATXL

最初の音は　自分の内側から

誰に教わるでもなく　鳴り始めた

なぜ生きてるのか　分からないまま

朝が来て　また目を開けている

理由なんて　どこにもなくて

それでも身体は　動き続ける

問いかけても　答えは来ない

考えるより先に　呼吸してる

止まらないもの　止められないもの

私の中に　確かにあるもの

傷ついた日も　倒れた夜も

気づけば身体は　修復してた

意志より先に　治ろうとする

それが命だと　知らなかった

理屈じゃないの　これはもっと

根源的な　何か大きな力

考えるのをやめて　感じてみる

奥から響く　この確かな音

鼓動　止まらずに続いてる

理由なんて　まだ分からなくても

確かにここで　脈打っている

それだけで　もう十分だと

生きる意味を　知るより先に

私は今　息をしている

何度傷ついても　塞がっていく

この身体の　しぶとさに気づく

弱さだと思ってた　自分の中に

絶えない力が　ずっとあった

綺麗なだけじゃない　この生命は

時に激しく　時に荒々しい

それでもいい　それがいいと思える

止まろうとしない　この強さを

脈打つ　傷ついてもなお

傷跡さえ　塞ごうとする

これは意志より　もっと深いところ

身体の奥まで　生きようとしてる

綺麗事じゃない　この激しさが

確かに私を　支えている

意味があるから　生きるんじゃない

理由なんて　もういらなかった

心臓が今　動いているから

私は今日も　呼吸を続ける

答えなんて　もう必要なくて

ただ、生きている　それだけでいい

鼓動が　証明している

考えるより先に　もう答えは出てた

激しく　しぶとく　止まらずに

私は今　生きている

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ANTINOMY

NEONATXL

NEONATXL's second album, "ANTINOMY."

The album explores antinomy-the coexistence of opposing forces that remain contradictory while continuing to exist within the same world.

The story begins with "EMERGENCE," where two distinct movements gradually reveal themselves from within what once appeared to be a single existence.

Fire and Water. Wind and Earth. Lightning and Ice. Light and Dark. Life and Death.

Across five opposing pairs, the album explores contrasting emotions, qualities, and states of existence.

Neither side is presented as inherently right, nor does one ultimately erase the other.
The two remain opposed, retaining their own identities until the very end.

The final track, "ANTINOMY," arrives not at a resolution of those contradictions, but at another possibility: opposing forces can remain exactly what they are and still exist together.

Spanning Punk Rock, Symphonic Electronic, Cyber Trance, Future Bass, Synthwave, Electronic Melodic Metal, Melodic Death Metal, Industrial Techno, Hyper Drum & Bass, and more, "ANTINOMY" is a 12-track concept album that explores a single idea through radically contrasting sounds.

Artist Profile

  • NEONATXL

    NEONATXL, pronounced Neo-Natal, is a solo artist who started from scratch, learning music along the way and turning stories, emotions, and imagined worlds into sound. Rather than being tied to a single genre, NEONATXL explores different sounds and styles depending on the story each song is meant to tell. At the heart of those stories is Rino, the voice of NEONATXL. More than just a vocalist, she is the heroine of the NEONATXL world, taking on different emotions and roles from one song to the next. From music production to artwork, visuals, and worldbuilding, every aspect of NEONATXL is self-produced using a wide range of creative tools, including AI. NEONATXL began with the release of NEON PULSE in 2026. Each song stands on its own, but there is always more to discover in the stories and connections between them.

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